My HCG number from Monday was down to 11. My doctor said I definitely will NOT need surgery. I am so relieved. I have to go back in a week for one more 'just to be safe' blood test. I don't mind.
Rob and I decided it's best to listen to the doctor and wait out a cycle. This was a hard decision. I really wanted to start right away but I know I would never forgive myself if it were to happen and I had no idea how far along I was, confused the doctors or, god forbid, miscarried again. So I will give my body a month to heal. I really hope it happens soon after we start trying again. I really enjoyed being pregnant. It was so short lived, but I was so happy for that short amount of time.
I am still charting my temps. They are still really high. A bit too high. Oh well I guess things change right after a miscarriage. Yes, I said AFTER. I had some spotting yesterday and the day before but today I have nothing. I think it is finally over. I won't use OPK's this month unless I really need to feed my POAS addiction.
I wonder if people think it's morbid that I am charting this miscarriage as if it were a normal period ? I just want to know if I ovulate and that my body is getting back on track. Maybe I will take my chart off my signature on TMP until next cycle. Yeah, I think that is best.